Got to Get Better....Right?

Last week was a bit hellish. Gia has been really sick, and tomorrow I am taking her to the clinic. Started with a fever, then she couldn't use the bathroom. Throwing up and now a really sick rash. She has these spells like every three months or so. I just don't get it.

Charles has been up to his old crap. Just being a complete drunk mess. Plain evil and then today as happy as can be. I think I'll just be decent for Anna, but that doesn't mean I have to take any type of his crap. Today we went to Philly and he wiggled his way back in and I bought lunch, gas, and movies. WTF really? Now, I have just enough to pay the old light bill to get into the apartment. I am gonna call Joe and get some help. After all he helped make the bill what it is. I think that he should help. I am going to need a lot of things

I decided that I am going to contact Binder and Binder and see about getting on disability. It may not even be worth it. If I knew that I could make it doing a decent job I would. I seriously doubt that my current body would let me. I will talk to them about my options.

Also, we still haven't changed Anna's name. He has to get on that. That would help my nerves a lot. That is another appointment I have to make. Guess I'll use legal aid in Meridian. I think once I get into the apartment and things are taken care of , and if he behaves then it will be ok. If not I'll move on and I won't think twice. I am getting to old to babysit.